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JUDY BLUME & FEVER DREAMS

JUDY BLUME & FEVER DREAMS

I was so feverish, I could feel both my carefully catalogued memories and my disjointed future goals slipping away from my skin and rising like a lilac haze across the dense summer sky.  Anything I tried to grip in my hands slipped away from me.  Anyone I tried to concentrate on began to move like broken waves in front of my heavy eyes.  Moments that had already passed me by began to play on repeat before skidding to a sudden stop and then starting again, sometimes playing in reverse, sometimes just playing in shattered fragments.

I was ten years old and I had pneumonia – and I was away at sleepaway camp.

MY FAVORITE PROFESSOR

MY FAVORITE PROFESSOR

I used to see him outside of Memorial Hall, the stately brick building where English classes were held at the University of Delaware. He'd stand on one of the stairwells, leaning against a wrought iron railing that led to the entryway, and I'd see him smoke cigarettes between classes, often surrounded by students who would stand and smoke with him, laughing at everything he said. He seemed older than some of the other professors, but it could have been the grey beard tumbling off of his face that gave that impression. He always dressed casually but professionally, wearing collared shirts but never a sports jacket. Once, as I walked by the group of inhalers on my way to Biblical and Classical Literature, I heard him speak and realized he had an accent. I hadn't expected that. It sounded kind of southern, but I couldn't really place the origin.